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Spoiler

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Your cold eyes and words are the spoiler In your every action, I see our end I tell myself it’s not true but I feel the spoiler Should I watch till the end? Or should I leave now? What if there’s a twist? What are you thinking? Only after I ask twice, you look at me Once again, you give me an answer that’s not really an answer Maybe it’s gonna rain tomorrow You look out the window again These days, I see a lot of your side profile You let out a sigh and I freeze up in the overflowing silence Thinking bad things that I shouldn’t be thinking I know My intuitions are dangerous If I take one step, I’m the guy who’ll fall in deep My sensitiveness is really bad I know why Your mysterious sighs keep increasing Your fleeting heart is leaving with each sigh For some reason Life got busier than before Days when we contact each other less, conversations we forcefully have Words that are written and erased These are all a foreshadowing Maybe it’s coincidence but every time I look at the cloc
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I'm alive!

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Assalamualaikum. Wow it's been way too many years since I updated my last entry. I'm so sorry (well who cares aite?) 😂 Well, I'm still alive alhamdulillah. There are so many things happened to my life. Soooo many things have changed. I actually miss doing this thing; writing. I think I lost my touch already (as if I got the touch lol). By the way, there is something I wrote in my notes before I got the job and I think I should share it to you guys. I wrote it and I was unemployed during that time. So, out of boredom, I wrote something that all jobless persons can relate. I entitled it as 'Randomness' because it was too random to write at that time. When some of us graduated from a prestigious college, others don't even get the chance to finish their highschool. When some of us got married at 17, others are still worrying over their SPM's results. When many of us got stable job and start to buy a house at 26, others are still browsing vacancies at j
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Aku, Orked, dan Kaktus.

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"Aik, tengok Doraemon?", Orked bertanya sinis. "Doraemon 'ringan' sikit jalan ceritanya. Nak tengok cerita 'realiti' agak 'berat'," jawabku ringkas. Wajah Orked kelihatan mendung. "Kenapa ni? Ada masalah ke?". Aku menekan butang pause menghentikan babak Doraemon dengan dorayakinya. "Hmm, kau tahu kan pasal dia?" "Dia?" aku cuba mencari memori tentang orang yang bernama Dia. "Siapa Dia? Budak baru ke?". Aku menyoal. "Melur, aku cakap pasal boyfriend aku la," Orked agak tersinggung. "Oooh, sorry sorry. Aku ingat siapa. Sebutlah nama. Kau sebut dia dia, mana aku nak tahu siapa. Hehe," aku tersengih-sengih cover silapku. Seharusnya aku tahu Orked memang biasa menggunakan istilah 'dia' merujuk kepada Kaktus, teman lelakinya itu. "Haa kenapa dengan dia?" mengembalikannya kepada topik. "Aku nak minta putus. Aku nampak dia keluar dengan bunga lain,"
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Ingat

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Ingat kau pelik kau ingat tarikh ulang tahun kelahirannya kau ingat makanan kegemarannya kau ingat nama ibunya juga nama bapanya malah kau ingat kompleks dirinya tetapi dia tak ingat apa-apa tentang kau malah nama kau juga tak diingati kau siapa sebenarnya?
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Only Him.

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10 November 2014. Seorang gadis Melayu yang tak berapa nak ayu berjalan seorang diri ingin pulang ke rumahnya menyusuri jalan berdebu setelah menyelesaikan beberapa urusan di Dewan Malaysia Abbasiah Kaherah (DMAK). Berbekalkan tawakkal yang cukup tinggi kepada Allah, dia berjalan dan terus berjalan sehingga sampai ke tempat menunggu bas/tramco. Dia bukan seorang yang berani setelah beberapa insiden telah berlaku sebelum ini ke atasnya dan rakan-rakan yang lain, tapi oleh kerana keadaan yang terpaksa membuatkan dia berjalan sendirian, dia menggagahkan juga kakinya. Setiba di perhentian, dia menanti kalau-kalau ada bas atau tramco yang menuju ke destinasi yang ingin ditujunya sambil matanya melilau keadaan sekeliling. Kelihatan ramai pelajar Arab sekolah rendah/menengah yang baru pulang dari sekolah turut menunggu di perhentian tersebut. Gadis Melayu itu terpandang seorang gadis berkulit hitam yang bersandar pada tiang lampu di perhentian tersebut sambil bercakap dengan seseorang mela
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Doyokie.

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Assalamualaikum. Hye! Rindu kitew tak? (soalan mintak penampo) hikhik. Okay, hampir setahun tak merapu di sini. Sangat busy u know (tangan di atas bahu, mata dijulingkan). Tak busy pun, tapi buat-buat la busy kan. Alhamdulillah, sesi pengajian 13/14 dah berlalu. All those hectic months dah lepas. Berdebar-debar pula nak masuk sesi 14/15. What will gonna be for the next term? Sama-sama la #PrayForSirin ye. So, ceritanya saya sedang berbahagia membela Pou di rumah (currently in Malaysia). Coppp, I'm HOOOOOOME!!!!! (saje tunjuk keterujaan berada di rumah). Pou saya sangat sihat (sesihat tuannya herher). Namanya Doyokie. Wait a minute, bukan nak cerita pasal Doyokie pun sebenarnya. Well, hmmmmmm (banyak 'm' menunjukkan banyak yang nak disampaikan). Okay, satu-satu ye. 1) Jangan lupa bersyukur atas nikmat iman dan islam, nikmat sihat, nikmat kejayaan, nikmat hidup dan lain-lain. 2) Tahun ni kita dikejutkan dengan banyak berita yang mengejutkan la, kan. Saya percaya rama
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Kehidupan Menjerit!!!

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Assalamualaikum. Hye! How you've been? I'm doing great hamdan lillah. Basically, there's no difference between this year and last year. Oh wait a minute. I'm pulling your legs. Of course there are so many differences. I've gained weight. 'Yeaayyyy!!!!' Well, there's nothing special bout that, ay? -,-' Oooooh and not forget to mention that my sister is studying dental in al-Azhar University. She's kind of tailing me kuikuikui (sorry kak ngah for making story up) :D I'm kinda happy so much to have you by my side (this is soooo not literal as we live separately :3) Whatever it is, I'm so blessed to still got a chance to extend my study in Egypt. You know how dilemma I am before this. Not so dilemma but kind of la kan. Hmmm not to mention all of keserabutan yang melanda. Anyway, ALHAMDULILLAH. Here I am. Menjalani hari-hari di Mesir dengan jayanya. ;) Kehidupan Menjerit. Bunyi macam gempak kan? Hmm ke tak? Tak kisahlah. Okay, Kehidupan
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